I was recently separated from my husband of ten years. This friend and I went to a club and I was dancing and our eyes met across the room, and I thought I was in Heaven. He was my soul mate and I knew that then.
We danced the night away, and leaving we exchanged numbers. We dated a while then it ended. He wasn't ready for a steady relationship.
Months later I met someone and was dating him, and we were getting serious. Then I get a phone call and guess who?, my soul mate, I was shocked and excited all at once. We talked for several days and I began to cheat on my boyfriend with this guy. I would have gone to the ends of the earth for him. He knew I was involved with someone else but my heart has and always will belong to him. But he dumped me again. So I carried on with life with my boyfriend and a year later we got married and he is a wonderful guy.
We have been married for 2 and a half years. Once again, a call from the past, my soul mate, and I can't let him go, so I decide to give him another shot, and was willing to leave my husband and life to start over with him. I never knew love could be so heartbreaking. I sneaked around to see him for months and then one night out of the blue he calls me and tells me its over again. So once more he tore my world apart.
I know he is no good for me, but I can't convince my heart. I still love him and wonder about him. Why can't I get him out of my mind, heart and soul?