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24 March, 2007

Well....I have no reason to be alive.

Because the love of my life HATES me.

My name is Taylor I'm a freshmen in high school.I dated my best friend , Joey, for 10 months and 18 days.We started dating on December 10 , 2005. I was so happy.

Before we got together I dated a guy named Tanner, for about 6 months. I thought I was "in love" with him,but i was so wrong.I didn't know what love was until Joey. He was my best friend. He is the funniest guy I have ever met. He's just amazing, the greatest person you'll ever meet. But I regret meeting him because ever since September 9, 2006, My life has been hell. I've thought about suicide, but that will just take him farther away.

well.... I went to my friend Nichole's birthday party, where I decided to try weed for the first time. And little did I know, Joey was at his neighbor's house, His name is Brandon and he has a sister named Brooke. Brooke had a friend over named Maddy. Well, Maddy and Joey have a lot in common and he started to like her. But at the same time I met a guy named Anthony who I started to like. He is a senior at my school. But he was there along with about 9 other people. We spent the whole night talking. And at the end of the night he tried to kiss me, but I thought about Joey and how much I love him and decided not to.

The following Monday we got back to school, Joey wasn't there, but I had a bad feeling in my stomach all day. I knew what was coming. That night at about 7:00 p.m. I got the worst phone call of my life. It was Brooke! She started off talking about random things, and then after about 5 minuets she told me. I held back the tears. Later that night I called him and he told me that he thought we should date other people. I loved him, I didn't want to be with anyone else. He told me he was dating Maddy. My heart sank. My body was numb. I lost the love of my life. They dated for 5 months, then she broke up with him.

Now I am currently dating a wonderful guy named Justin. His first love cheated on him and now she's pregnant. Joey is dating her. And so many times a dayI wonder what she has that I don't, what she does that I can't and how he prefers her instead of me... but Joey, I want you to know that no matter how things have been in the past, you're the only guy I will ever fall in love with. The only guy I would die for, and the only reason i'm still alive now..... Everyone knows you could have me back in a heartbeat, but happy endings only exists in fairy tales.

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