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CONFUSIONS AND HEART BREAK
13 May, 2008
i met this guy from my cousins common friend
we were so into exchanging sms and emails
after how many months we've been good friends
and good enemies at the same time...LOL...
good enemies because sometimes we have
different point of views about a certain topic...
and one day that end up to a cold war for almost
a year or so...but fate maybe brought us together...
when friendster became so popular we signed up for an account
and he send me flowers on line...i was uncertain of who sent
those flowers on my account then i found out
that it's him...i hardly recognize him because of the long hair
after that the next thing we know was that we were exchanging emails
already...we were back on how we used to be...GOOD FRIENDS...
but the real story started on my cousin's 21st's where in she throw
up a "so-so" party at a resto bar and we all have a happy hour
and drinking booze and just having fun fun...after the long
party everybody went home and it's just us (me,my cousins and him)
who were left in the bar...sipping soup and waiting for each other to be sober...after a while he talked to me in private about something then i
just told him i love him...i know that was such a dumb move thinking i was
a girl...LOL...but i wasn't embarrassed though because he felt the same
way as i do...so what happened we end up a two year relationship and lately the relationship was so shaky so we end up having a cool off but
as for me i call it an END to our relationship...i know we should give it a try
this time but to tell you we've been on and off just to give space to each other but it's still not working and right now we have to wait for like 2years to wrap things up but i don't believe in COOL OFF...when you're on that stage it feels like being single again and being alone again...i won't make promises that I'll gonna come back to him after two years...i know it's not going to be easy for us but ...this is going to be REAL break up now..I'm bleeding inside...this really hurts but we need to let go...it's not helping us both...