As I sit across the table and hear and watch you talk all I want to do is to be near you, to hold you, for you to be mine forever.
As I walk in the rain it rejuvenates my pain of knowing that one day you will be in the arms of another and all I can do is be happy for you.
Knowing that no one can treat you half as well as I would destroys my insides.
I sometimes don’t know where the rain stops and the tears start.
How can someone who is the sweetest person on the face of this earth hurt me so much?
You deserve to be treated like a princess and I only hope one day you can see it is me who will do this for and more
When you held my hand it felt so right. How can a gesture so small have tingles running up and down my spine?
I know there is a light at the end of the tunnel but at the moment it just feels like someone with a torch who keeps switching it off every time I get close.
I hope you realised all my intentions were true and to be with you is all I ask.
Love always